It’s been a while since I last sat down to write, and honestly, a lot has changed in a short amount of time.
I think I’ve been so caught up in everything happening day to day that I didn’t fully realize how much I’ve been growing until I actually stopped to reflect on it.
Lately, life has felt very full. In the best way, but also in a way that’s pushed me outside of my comfort zone.
I recently started at New York Life, and I’m coming up on almost a month now. Even in this short time, I’ve already learned so much, not just about the work itself, but about discipline, communication, and what it means to start building something for yourself. It’s still new, and I’m still figuring things out, but I can feel myself stepping into a more professional and intentional version of who I want to be.
At the same time, I’ve been showing up for myself in ways that I’m really proud of.
Today is day 67 of 75 Hard.
If you had told me a few months ago that I would stay consistent with something this demanding, I probably wouldn’t have believed you. But this experience has pushed me mentally more than anything else. It’s not even just about the physical changes, although I’ve lost 33 pounds, which still feels surreal to say. It’s about proving to myself that I can stay committed, even when it’s hard, even when I’m tired, even when I don’t feel like it.
That kind of discipline has started to carry over into other areas of my life too.
I’ve also started studying for my SIE exam as I work toward getting another license. Balancing that with work, the gym, and everything else has definitely been a challenge, but it’s a challenge I’ve chosen. And I think that makes a difference.
Not everything has been easy, though.
One of the biggest changes has been no longer working at my parents’ restaurant. For so long, that was a constant in my life, something that kept me close to my family on a daily basis. Now, not seeing them as often feels different. It’s a shift I’m still adjusting to, and if I’m being honest, it’s been a little bittersweet.
At the same time, I know this is part of growing into a new chapter of my life.
Learning how to balance independence while still staying connected to the people who matter most to me.
And in the middle of all of this, I’ve also been reminding myself to look forward to things too.
I have a couple of trips coming up, and I’m genuinely so excited. It feels like a reminder that life isn’t just about staying busy or working toward the next goal. It’s also about enjoying the moments in between.
If I had to describe this season of my life, I’d say it’s one of discipline, transition, and growth.
Not everything feels certain, and not everything is fully figured out, but I’m showing up every day, doing the work, and becoming someone I’m proud of.
And for now, that feels like enough.
If you’re in a season of growth, change, or just figuring things out as you go, I’d love to hear from you. What has this season of your life been teaching you?

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